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Posted by Friday, September 30, 2005 11:21 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
it really sucks.. sucks big time wheni have to drag myself out of bed at 715am on a friday morn to go for my FM seminar.. argh.. jus spoils my friday.. had a "surprise quiz" which actually wasnt a surprised cos everyone kinda prepared for it. haa.. i left after that sem to meet darling. Went to his place to watch CSI.. super nice lor!! i must watch it during my hols man!! we also played badminton.. but only for a while cos i was perspiring liao, need aircon badly.. hee.. haa.. anyway, in the meantime i have to mug over the weekend for an acct test on monday, its 1h 30mins, seems kinda big scale, so i guess it shld b pretty tough..
i finally found some time.. i realised ever since i stepped into uni, it has stripped me of my time to do my usual stuff.. my schedule is now filled with tutorials, reports, presentations and projects.. and they are killing me.. i really dont have enough sleep.. but i finally managed to squeeze out 10 hours of slp yesterday.. wahaha.. and weiling says i'm a pig already.. sad sad.. haa... but i dont really care liao.. my mom can even tell i din have enough slp.. cos i have puffy eyes and triple eye lids.. my gosh.. anyway, i have completed wad was supposed to be done today and since i have sometime i shall read my girlfriends' blogs.. my god has it been a long time since i last read time.. and writing this entry now seems like i'm writing for the "tribune" (its a US newspaper) cos i know its gonna be long... really....
To shirley: well well... u have always been in one way or another the love consultation centre for the girls, i guess cos we feel that u are the best to judge since u have the longest relationship among any one of us in the group.. i feel honored that u talk to me abt yr relationship issues and even ask for my opinions.. but more than often i guess i will still tell u the decision is up to u but i'll be there no matter wad, for the better or the worse.. i'll be yr bf if u really become single ok?? hee.. haha... i can understand yr predicament on how u are finding it difficult to convince yrself of the expectation u are supposed to live up to.. well all i can say is tt not everytime, everyone will be able to live up to the expectations of others.. its not that difficult but at the same time it is also not that easy as well to live up to other's expectations but i feel that more than often it is the inner self expectation that we cant live up to.. nt really the expectation that others have of us..
u know i really appreciate it that u are reassuring me that things are gg to be ok.. tt is really important to me.. i really needed that.. cos admist of my u-r-not-gg-to-slp-unless-u-finish-that life, everything seems to be on the blue-er side.. and i needed things to make me have the ability and energy to move on.. i really want to thank u and vanessa.. really...
To fang: i can feel the disgusting-ness of the maggots..but its u la.. u always like to think things that are extreme sia.. haa..hmm, i feel that it it not wrong to cling on to a relationship, but try not to cling on too tightly.. cos u may only deter the other party.. well i dont have any experiences to fall back on to give u any opinions like shirley can but i guess u have heard this before le.. do what your heart tells u, only then will u be truly happy, like i told shirley, regardless of the result, i'll be there for u if u need me, like i have always said. But ultimately, it decision is yours, no one can decide yr life for u, cos it is yours alone.... this is wad i uphold true to myself, i'm thankful that u haf shirley and jieying to be there for u thru yr difficult times, i must admit i haven been esp good in fulfilling my duties as yr good fren cos i have a really tight schedule and we are always standing on different sides of the river when we have opinions to any issues esp issues pertaining to relationships.. i appreciate every single effort by u, jieying, shirley and yongsheng to ask me to be careful etc.. i will bear those advices in mind seriously.. i am extremely grateful for all the friends tt i have... every single one of u guys.. thanks alot...
To vanessa: happy that u finally visited my hall!! even happier that u found the right person =) i'm really ultra happy to know that i'm the first to hear the good news.. congrats that yr attachment is to starhub... nt some ja pa lang company or moonhub.. haa...
To ning: i feel relieved for u that u have finally endured thru yr i-have-reports-to-do-n-hand-up-everyday life.. haa, great for u that u have yr one month break.. go and start learning to drive soon ya?? haa, u will be excited like me as well..
To esmond: thank u so much for bringing love n happiness that i never tot i could have, esp at this point in time.. thanks for the encouragement that u have given me, thanks for the time that u taught me accounting and critic my OB report... thanks for taking the effort to travel from sengkang to jurong point to accompany me for dinner and send me back to my hostel.. thank you for taking the effort to remember that i like ice-lemon-tea, sugar cane juice, drinking with 2 straws, ebi rice burger, where my hostel is, where i live, which sch my siblings are studying, wad r their ages, what is my fave color, tat i prefer u to hold my right hand instead of my left, cos i'm always carrying my bag on my left shoulder and my "no nonsense ah darling, no nonsense".. =) the list jus goes on... no matter wad the future holds & what other people say.. i believe we can go make it thru together... dont think so much ok darling?
To each and every loved one in my life... thank u guys so so so much.. no amount of gratitude is enough... and no amount of love can convey my love for u guys... i know i sound like i'm giving my last words at my deathbed.. actually in fact, but at this point in time i am writing this, i'm already crying to myself.. i dunno y but i jus did.......
Posted by Friday, September 30, 2005 11:21 PM with 0 notes | add more notes
it really sucks.. sucks big time wheni have to drag myself out of bed at 715am on a friday morn to go for my FM seminar.. argh.. jus spoils my friday.. had a "surprise quiz" which actually wasnt a surprised cos everyone kinda prepared for it. haa.. i left after that sem to meet darling. Went to his place to watch CSI.. super nice lor!! i must watch it during my hols man!! we also played badminton.. but only for a while cos i was perspiring liao, need aircon badly.. hee.. haa.. anyway, in the meantime i have to mug over the weekend for an acct test on monday, its 1h 30mins, seems kinda big scale, so i guess it shld b pretty tough..
i finally found some time.. i realised ever since i stepped into uni, it has stripped me of my time to do my usual stuff.. my schedule is now filled with tutorials, reports, presentations and projects.. and they are killing me.. i really dont have enough sleep.. but i finally managed to squeeze out 10 hours of slp yesterday.. wahaha.. and weiling says i'm a pig already.. sad sad.. haa... but i dont really care liao.. my mom can even tell i din have enough slp.. cos i have puffy eyes and triple eye lids.. my gosh.. anyway, i have completed wad was supposed to be done today and since i have sometime i shall read my girlfriends' blogs.. my god has it been a long time since i last read time.. and writing this entry now seems like i'm writing for the "tribune" (its a US newspaper) cos i know its gonna be long... really....
To shirley: well well... u have always been in one way or another the love consultation centre for the girls, i guess cos we feel that u are the best to judge since u have the longest relationship among any one of us in the group.. i feel honored that u talk to me abt yr relationship issues and even ask for my opinions.. but more than often i guess i will still tell u the decision is up to u but i'll be there no matter wad, for the better or the worse.. i'll be yr bf if u really become single ok?? hee.. haha... i can understand yr predicament on how u are finding it difficult to convince yrself of the expectation u are supposed to live up to.. well all i can say is tt not everytime, everyone will be able to live up to the expectations of others.. its not that difficult but at the same time it is also not that easy as well to live up to other's expectations but i feel that more than often it is the inner self expectation that we cant live up to.. nt really the expectation that others have of us..
u know i really appreciate it that u are reassuring me that things are gg to be ok.. tt is really important to me.. i really needed that.. cos admist of my u-r-not-gg-to-slp-unless-u-finish-that life, everything seems to be on the blue-er side.. and i needed things to make me have the ability and energy to move on.. i really want to thank u and vanessa.. really...
To fang: i can feel the disgusting-ness of the maggots..but its u la.. u always like to think things that are extreme sia.. haa..hmm, i feel that it it not wrong to cling on to a relationship, but try not to cling on too tightly.. cos u may only deter the other party.. well i dont have any experiences to fall back on to give u any opinions like shirley can but i guess u have heard this before le.. do what your heart tells u, only then will u be truly happy, like i told shirley, regardless of the result, i'll be there for u if u need me, like i have always said. But ultimately, it decision is yours, no one can decide yr life for u, cos it is yours alone.... this is wad i uphold true to myself, i'm thankful that u haf shirley and jieying to be there for u thru yr difficult times, i must admit i haven been esp good in fulfilling my duties as yr good fren cos i have a really tight schedule and we are always standing on different sides of the river when we have opinions to any issues esp issues pertaining to relationships.. i appreciate every single effort by u, jieying, shirley and yongsheng to ask me to be careful etc.. i will bear those advices in mind seriously.. i am extremely grateful for all the friends tt i have... every single one of u guys.. thanks alot...
To vanessa: happy that u finally visited my hall!! even happier that u found the right person =) i'm really ultra happy to know that i'm the first to hear the good news.. congrats that yr attachment is to starhub... nt some ja pa lang company or moonhub.. haa...
To ning: i feel relieved for u that u have finally endured thru yr i-have-reports-to-do-n-hand-up-everyday life.. haa, great for u that u have yr one month break.. go and start learning to drive soon ya?? haa, u will be excited like me as well..
To esmond: thank u so much for bringing love n happiness that i never tot i could have, esp at this point in time.. thanks for the encouragement that u have given me, thanks for the time that u taught me accounting and critic my OB report... thanks for taking the effort to travel from sengkang to jurong point to accompany me for dinner and send me back to my hostel.. thank you for taking the effort to remember that i like ice-lemon-tea, sugar cane juice, drinking with 2 straws, ebi rice burger, where my hostel is, where i live, which sch my siblings are studying, wad r their ages, what is my fave color, tat i prefer u to hold my right hand instead of my left, cos i'm always carrying my bag on my left shoulder and my "no nonsense ah darling, no nonsense".. =) the list jus goes on... no matter wad the future holds & what other people say.. i believe we can go make it thru together... dont think so much ok darling?
To each and every loved one in my life... thank u guys so so so much.. no amount of gratitude is enough... and no amount of love can convey my love for u guys... i know i sound like i'm giving my last words at my deathbed.. actually in fact, but at this point in time i am writing this, i'm already crying to myself.. i dunno y but i jus did.......
Life Rules
1. Everything is going to be ok in the end, if it's not ok, it's not the end.
2. Love more, judge less.
3. Never regret your choices because at some point in time it was exactly what you wanted.
4. If it's not worth it, don't sweat it
5. Be respectful
Five Wish Lists
1. Open my own bakery cafe
2. Be a mummie before 30
3. Go to freaking LA!
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